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I was so foolish, to think love existed
In a place where it was never meant to be
In fighting for what was never mine
I’ve considerately killed the love made for me.

All I wanted, all I desired,
Perfection was found in you.

She takes you for her own,
Loves you as I wish I could.
But you love her, not me,
And I need to let your love be.

It will hurt, but I will heal;
But for now, I can’t lie...
You’re always raining in my mind,
A gentle shower of beautiful thoughts.

If you ever lose her, I’ll be here,
Loving you just the same;
Perhaps I can’t have you, but
All I want is for you to be happy,
And I’ll do my best to selflessly serve you.

You’re everything to me.

All I wanted, all I desired,
Perfection was found in you.

Life doesn’t let you have what you want
Very often.
But I treasure our time together;
And I will always love you.

I will always love you.
You are a part of my heart,
And that will never change.
Love who you want, I’ll never try to stop you;
But please, don’t forget,
That I have and always will love you.


(c)12.27.02/forsakenphantasm




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